Imperfect Life

Mr.sean?

2010-11-29T22:40:00.004+08:00

hang out with mae mae this evening talking about my new toy boy, Mr.Sean~
hahaha....
P.S: i have to say that he is a guy...not a girl...(JC's gf called Sean too:P)
i told mae 50%-60% about Sean...
but then the problem now is
1. Am I ready to be heartbroken?
2. My family can accept him?
3. His family can accept me?
4. Is he my Mr.Right?

The way he treated me is really good...
and he is local! (this is the best =) )
Although his past and family background is quite complicated (erm, like soup drama), but then he willing to change la (still in process)

I don't know la...
I just want to get the right person to get myself a stable life....
I need a guy who can give me a secure life....
and my family must able to accept him
of cos...
THE BEST thing is his family can accept me~
For sure, girl always want Mr.right as their potential husband lo...

So the only thing i can do is..
wait lo...
see lo...
hahaha....

miss him

2010-11-29T01:04:00.001+08:00

kinda weird but i miss him
miss the way he called me
miss the way he treats me
miss the way he pampers me
miss the way he curses others
hahaha...
tot i didn't really know him well
but i like him
I Miss him!

to you

2010-11-21T02:16:00.002+08:00

To you know who,
I'm sorry but i like to do something like:
I just like to laugh when i want to
i just like to dance in the car when i have the feeling
i just wanna accept your call when i miss you
I will tell you whatever i dun like without think of your feeling
I will reply you when i feel like to do it~
I wanna hug you when i like it~
but the truth is...
i'm gonna to listen your advise before i do things
i think about you before i do any risky
I'm gonna miss your voice when the song plays ~

I'm a girl love freedom yet love to trapped by you~

From
bear~

the first apology letter to request forgiveness

2010-07-06T23:37:00.002+08:00

hahaha..finally i sent my first apology letter to request forgiveness from my classmate
actually others might think its not my fault.
but still...
think nicely, I'm the one who make the wrong step from the beginning.
I'm so sorry for pulling alice into the conflict and make her feel so stressful to attend the class.
Although he really has some issues, but still its my fault and i should bear with the consequences
if he wants take any revenge on me, i'm fine with it...
but he dare to touch alice even one hair, I swear i gonna finish him as i used to..
that's all for today...
i'm pretty tired to prepare myself for these....
thanks for father to supporting me...
love you daddy...i will take care myself~

father's day

2010-06-20T04:24:00.006+08:00

its a day which i supposed to be excited like last year
i remember
when i mop the floor while the person just starring.
i like to see him smiling
the way he smile make he so sunshine
make me feel like to be good to him
if i out of his sight now,
i guess i will be on the phone,
hear his breath
lying on the sofa
he never be with me since the day he's gone
i cried few night in the silence alone at the balcony
remember everything of him
scold me when i do something bad
pamper me when i not feeling well
i just miss him so much
but i could not tell anyone the emptiness in my heart
before he's gone, i promised him i will be good
i will take care of everything
i will not crying like in the past
he knows i only get so easy to make the tear rolling on my face when i talk to him and mum
i dun know why
it just happen
the night he's gone, everyone just lost control
some just yelling, some just nagging to bring him back
i wish i not being rational that time.
i'm so rude to everyone for not being acting appropriate
it's a first father's day without my father,
and i miss him alot
i wish he could make it every year
so i can pamper him with nice meal
we go window shopping in klcc
seeing the car on the road
serve him as a master while i'm the driver

there's no more chance i can do it anymore.
what i can promised are
treating his lover well
serve the elders as he does
respect to the elders as he wants us

sorry, daddy
for treating you well when you're still with me
i'm so sorry for being a rude and trouble daughter
so sorry to break your heart by doing something you dislike
forgive me, father
and i miss you

talk to me

2010-05-11T23:37:00.002+08:00

Didn't they always say we were best friend?
I guess that we were once
i glad that we were once

But what make you leave me?
It is a faithless friend
And in the end when life has got you down
you just throw me aside

let we talk for last time
talk to me for last memory
We are happier here together
than we could ever be crying
so talk to me
and never throw me aside

There might a thousand reason for friend to be apaer
but it's no one's fault
and it's not my fault

Maybe things we made would no work out
but i have no doubt even though it's hard to achieve

i have the faith in us and i believe it soon happen on you and me

so talk to me
tell me, and i promise it will never changed.
because it's you and me togehter
and we got time
so talk to me, talk to me today
So hold on to me tight
Hold on, I promise it'll be alright

There's so many dreams that we have given up
just recall all the memory we had together
and with this kind of friendship
what we've got is enough for the rest of the life

New life, new story

2010-05-06T00:11:00.002+08:00

After saying goodbye to my dearest friend,
suddenly i feel the need of changing my lifestyle...
YEAP! changing my life while i still rushing for my academic stuff
I'm very worry the negative emotion back to me like it used to be
From tuesday, i started go swimming, and eat broccoli in the morning,
then afternoon drink chocolate milkshake, sometimes have an apple too,
then dinner, i drink soup, eat fish and an apple again...
After that, i do some holla hoop for an hour while watching tv...
this is a life that i never been through...
i have to wake up at 7 plus to go swimming as my first program of my day....
sometimes go for boxing also...
then listen to music....
Thursday night, i will have jamming session!
hahaha..YEaP!
my friend asking me to replace the pianist for few weeks..
and i learn to play guitar and drum too..
hahaa..
although my assignments is crushing and still feel the time is just enough to do everything..
negative emotion still nearby me, but song will temporarily chase them away...
i know its sounds like i'm on diet..
actually i having some detox program as they said it will help to balance your positive and negative emotion.
oh ya, i learn dancing too...
no those formal teacher la... just learn from my friend..
hahaha...
how to move your hip...
thanks to her also....
ok la..going to sleep d..
tomorrow need to wake up early!
chaoz!

goodbye, best friend

2010-04-29T18:35:00.003+08:00

have to say bye to my friend, Mr.crocodile
due to some misunderstand, he thinks i break our promise which we make in the first conversation
Let me intro him abit...
he is a good guy from my college...
i know him by my funny presentation in CITW
i added him as friend in facebook
and he owe me one ice-cream due to something minor
he's the one who comfort me when my father was seriously ill in hospital
he's tell the thing i can see by my angle..
However, these will be history...
because i will never be his friend anymore...
this have to thanks to two people.... (A&A)
thanks to both of you telling something without responsible
and choose me as your shield...
i Very appreciate what both of you done!
and grateful of that...
Now my eyes is opened to see the real of both of you..
and i never ever forget that in my life...

i know it's silly...
but i'm crying of this happy happening!
Let's celebrate i lost a greatest friend in the world!

part time lover or best friend

2010-04-27T23:41:00.002+08:00

To, AK
can you tell me what is the difference?
what is part time lover?
then what is best friend?
i tot best friend is something like part time lover?
so what do you mean by you want to find a part time lover?
what is so special about part time lover?
so you can satisfy your physical need anytime by part time lover?
or you just need a hand, a pair of ear to listen your emotional stuff?
And,
why are you asking me to find a part time lover for you?
you tot i'm ma ma san?
altot i'm not that pretty,
not so hot,
not so girly enough,
but i'm still a girl, ok?
you sounds like i go fishing girl for you
you dun have shocking eyes, hot body and thick wallet mer?
are you stupid?
according to the demand, when you walk on the street
girls will fight to see your face,
touch your body,
get connect with your shinny eyes!
EEEE!!!!
hate you la..
you damn thing
you! you! you!
you make me like a mamasan
i look into mirror, and see for long time
I know i not pretty, but i not that ugly also..
i know i'm fat, but i not that extremely fat
i know i dun have curvy body, but then still got slightly tiny curve
HmPH, at least i still got little demand on the market ba...
haiz...you....crush my heart...
i treated you so well....
and you treat me so "GOOD"
I'm angry d!
you should buy me ice-cream when you read this post..
you know i mean it!

From
bear

brought my new phone

2010-03-29T09:35:00.002+08:00

due to my old phone is snatched by someone stupid
and i need to buy a new phone for my student life
and i have enough money to buy a good one, a sustainable one
a long-lasting, high-tech, and GPS is a need for me,
besides, i have someone to get the phone cheaper
i brought....................HTC HD2
can't believe i buy it...
and of coz...
i get approval from my mum
(actually my mum didn't said cannot buy new phone, but she supports me)
so, i was struggling myself to buy a expensive phone
DAMN! my yearly expenses went triple to buy the phone
but it's fine...
compared with iPhone,
i prefer HTC HD2
it more suitable to me...
it has less application,
not need buy so many accessories,
big screen, sensitive screen,
and and i love it at the first time!
i always imagine i have the phone,
i tot i gonna buying it after i graduate,
and now i having it!
HOORAY!
ok la... today is the second day with my beloved handsome HTC HD2
why i know it's guy?
haR!
because girl always accompanied with a boy
and he's the boy !
tata!

stalker in library

2010-03-24T14:44:00.002+08:00

HAHA
dun misunderstand of my title
i'm the one who is stalking people in the library
and looking the body shape of the girl,
seeing handsome boy...
doing so hard in the library,
wearing the spec,
with the mountain of books,
bite the pencil,
scratch the head,
figure thing in the mind so hard....
hahaha..
me and my friends in the secret room in the library
and we can see everything outside the library
discuss the boobs, the nose.... and others..
hahaha
life in library is just so different from what you can expected!
experience it at least once in your entire life!
i going spend my time and energy to stare the girl and boy!
chaoz!

Maxis USB modem save my life!

2010-03-05T12:46:00.002+08:00

you know what~!
although i not using the maxis USB modem now....
because there is a volume quote
but i still proud of that..
because i not need to fight with my sweetest brother i had in this world..
hahahah....
actually i'm lazy to create conflict in my house
since we're so peaceful now..
everyone understand what kind of feeling
when you're back to home, mum is waiting and greed you happily
even your brother and sister will ask you how are you in school, any special happening!
hahaha...
love this feeling..
after my father passed away,
i felt the connection between me and my family is getting stronger as it never happen last time...
oh ya! my MAxis USb modem!
hahaha..
sorry of out of topic!
it's so good!
the speed is good! everything so good!
i can download my academic material so fast and i can't believe it!
it's no lagging also!
hahaha...
so its worth for the price..
the weakness of it is they have some limit which you reach the volume quote, the internet will be slow down..
but then, i dun think it influence me much!
because i using it as academic usage~!
such a good student huh?
ya...have to be good and hardworking plus smart student!
this year will be last year, and i didn't do well last year!
so, to make my future bright enough to support my family financial,
i should doing well this year.
even the result is not good as what i expected
at least, i try my best to achieve my expectation
and i won't regret for the rest of my lfie!

Thanks to Diego who i hurt him alot due to my personal stuff
thanks to mum who providing me a good life plus meal with full of love
thanks to brother and sister for getting my life so easy (helping to skip cleaning session!:P)
thanks to my relatives for let me getting closer to the world and know more how should i manage my life. Also sharing me the latest economic issues and their experience
thanks to my friends for pushing me to a better world, making my life full of colors!
THanks to my classmates and lecturer for making an enjoyable student life and create a memory that i won't forget for the rest of my life.
Thanks to the strangers which no making my life so hard, difficult and give me a hand when i need it.
hahaha.....
thanks for god for creating such a beautiful world for us, the human race. Although there are alot nature disaster, but i believe it just a warning for us to remind that we need to appreciate everything we had! and stop complaining for small things!
of cos, i need to thanks to our natural mother. the earth! thanks for providing me a place to stand, to breath, to learn !

THAnks for everything~!

p.s: i love maxis broadband!

xmas is over and new year is coming

2009-12-28T14:14:00.002+08:00

hahaha...
sorry guys and girls !
i too busy to blogging recently due to i had exam and i'm working!
i work like workaholic!
non stop signing document, meeting, discuss! calling!
damn!
even sometimes have to skip my breakfast and lunch!
dinner cannot skip!
hahaha..
my mum cooked d...
i must eat whatever she left for me!
pretty much yet satisfy my hunger!
hahaha...
working life is different from what i imagine!
yes~
thing that i most worried is getting a partner for love!
hahaha..
yes! that's right! you are no blind or what ever!
i need to get a guy!
to zip my mum's mouth!
she keep complaining i do not go out for date like what the girls do at my age!
go for movie, shopping, dating, FISHING!
come on, she the one who make me feel so difficult to get anyone who like his gf always ask permission to go out!
he will think "my god! what a childish girl!"
so what!
my mum is worrying about me!
plus, i need a chinese guy from any place on the earth but no china!
hahah...
i cannot understand what they talking about with their fluent Chinese!
the best is from local la of coz!
hahaha...
ok la..
need to back to work d....
i just squeeze sometimes while waiting my boss asking me the new product our company will launch!
oh ya! please visit www.tjm.com.my if you love to buy car accessories! you might get special price thru me!
tata

2009-10-29T22:10:00.001+08:00

no more individual space !

2009-10-24T12:57:00.003+08:00

due to my lovely father passed away
due to my mum does not like the new house
due to we (children) still have no money to buy a house like that
due to many many many reason
we gonna let go the new house
the house which my dad loves it so much
the house which so expensive
the house without my father's shadow
then it's meaningless to us for staying such a big house
so, i gonna forget a dream for having my own room
and i can study, do, play,sleep, eat, drink, anything! in my room
i have to study in the dining space, watching tv in living hall, playing computer in dining area,
i cannot keep my little dirty secret, no private pic, i dun have my own bookshelf which now i have to put it all on the study table which i never even use it!
i cannot facebook so much, i cannot sleep whatever i want
i cannot drink and eat on the bed
i cannot watch movie with my laptop on the bed
i cannot put my teddy bear on the bed
i cannot decorate my room because i dun have room
i must sleep when my mum wants to go the bed due to she very easy awake by little noise
i must wake up when she wants to...
i cannot wash my jean once a week
i cannot make the room like iceland
ok la..
take it from another way,
i'll be so fine
i only dun like to do everything in public

listen to no other love by Chuck Prophet

a unexpected letter

2009-10-23T02:00:00.002+08:00

get this letter this morning before i leave my house...
just have the feeling that there will be a letter for me...
it's a letter which come with a piece of photo as a stamp
i know it's him once i saw the photo...
only both of us have it
it's adorable.... our pic as a stamp...
does not expect it will be a stamp...
so i just read the letter when i get a cab to go somewhere else...

here's the letter

hey sweetheart,

hey there, how you been recently? i mean this few night after the day we went out.I guess you never expect you will get a letter from me, huh? ya....it's a first love letter i wrote exclusively for you. i start writing it after our date.my brain can't stop flash back the momment i with you. i hold your hand while we crossed the road. you poked my waist, and i hugged you. can't stop twisting your hand with my finger. can't stop talking about guy and girl with you. So, i decided to take the risk ,get my first step out of our current relationship and i wish we manage to upgrade it after this. I'm sorry for breaking our promise as we will be friend. i just falling into your trap slowly by seeing you every time. You're just too adorable to be ignore. Yes, you do ask me will i fall in love with girl like you from the beginning and i just said NO without thinking. If i can turn the time backward, I'll say i might, i will, i do! It just so difficult for me seeing other girl besides you. You're true about you may not the prettiest, the slimmest, the cleverest among girls. The truth is you owned odd personality and you never make thing complicated as others do. It make you shine to catch my sight! Your smile and eyes are just so beautiful as angel's. i believe it do happen to other guys. The way you thinking is so pure and simple as a glass of filter water. There's nothing else in your mind, yet i not saying you're those blond girl without brain. you do have the EQ plus IQ, and you just pretend as an idiot to not showing off the intelligence of yours! althought you might do not have the knowledge to solve problem, but you just be so calm and announced it when you settled. Seriously, it amazed me. i know i might not your ideal guy, but you know what, the feeling is important than anything else! I believe you know that fact. i know it's hard for you to seeing me as your boyfriend, but can't you try it before you say no? i just wanna let you know that i'm falling in love with a girl,a girl who is reading my letter now. i try to speak chinese if you want to! i'm serious! i know you only looking guy that able to communicate with your family. Please give me a sign after this no matter it's positive or negative. i'll accept it and i won't force you, i promise!
Love,
XXXXXXX
i had thinking alot after finish it...
a friend of mine, which i just post it few days ago?
i just mentioned how he treat me when we went out together....
actually i dun know what i want...
i were expected a sunshine boy to be my boyfriend...
and here he come...
but nothing in this world is perfect, so does him!
i just dun want my love partner being so famous, so gorgeous, seems so perfect!
perfect is the imperfect!
gosh! why why why?!?
i's so happy when he wants to be my friend..
a friend like sister...
we had talk about alot thing, guy, girl, car, clothes,etc...
and now!
i dun know how to face him !
oh ya...
i haven't send the signal because my brain stop spinning for me due to the letter!
SEE! even my brain is no co-operate with me! DAMN IT!
SHIT!
i'm a girl! full of imperfect stuff!
dirty minded! money-orientated! girl-watcher!
SEE! this is not even what a girl should has!
damn damn damn! and i dun even know who to share this!
i just dun have the habit to share my stuff before it's done! or it's stabil!
so...
let us leave it to god! let him or her give me a clue, a sign!
if i dream about him when i'm sleep, i will say yes!
if not, i will just be friend with him!
ok la..
it's very very very late now!
gonna sleep!
night!

listen to : love you till the end by the pogues

what you want?

2009-10-19T21:05:00.003+08:00

you told me you treat me like sister
fine! i get it! i happy to hear that!
at least i dun worry you will treat me as a couple!
but why!?
what happen to our pure relationship
you suddenly holds my hand when we crossing the road
hug me when i said i'm cold
bite my cheek when i smile!
ok! i have to admit that you're hot!
super hot, hadnsome, talented!
shit! after i come back, my brain full of you!
but! you make me sleep well! this is the benefit get from you
if you're local people, a local chinese people
i'm sure i will accept you
but too bad
you're not a local or chinese guy!
but if i found a local chinese guy like you
it will be a miracle
how to get a guy to be so prefect like you?!?
you are making my life so hard!
you are a guy which i take you as gay
and you really treat me like a gay friend..
we chit chat like sisters..
arh! i miss the old you!

fall in sick

2009-10-12T21:04:00.003+08:00

after celebrating my 21st birthday,
i have no enough rest
and now my nose is blocked (no running nose ,it's just purely block)
fever, headache!
i can't go mae's birthday party, i'm so sorry for that
oh, Saturday's night i went to uncle wah's club
because mum said she wanna go there for visit her friend..
and she asked me to invite few friends..
so i invited rafay and moein
which are my best friend...
and also the most funniest friends i had from my current college
hahaha..
believe me!
both of them are noisy! and them will create fun and joy anyplace anytime
the most surprise thing is, mum's friends celebrate my birthday in the club
(although my birthday is one week ago)
hahaha, my mum planned it i think
hahaha..
ok..
due to my health condition,
i have to off now..
bye
happy belated birthday to my lovely mae!
happy birthday to my lovely eddy ma!
i love libra babes!
muack!

thanks to my family, friend and classmate!

2009-10-05T21:26:00.003+08:00

thanks to all people i know..
finally i reached the day!
the day i became 21st!
thanks for guiding me, and support me
of coz, i would like to say thank you to my mother..
i'm sorry to you because you need to suffer so much to give birth of me and after three years,
you gave me one brother
although this year we are celebrating birthday without father, cake, present...
but never mind, we still got your bless!
the best bless we got on the earth
thanks to xi mae ,andrene and royle...
celebrating my birthday with 4 pieces of starbuck cakes, bottle and few photo frames...
thanks to ken, jazz, morris and others in australia,
thanks for the sunglasses, books, ring and key!
hahaha...
thanks to rafay,moein, jc
celebrate my birthday in the club...and had drink in murni!
hahaha..
i having alot fun with you all..
love ya!
thanks to alice, sherry, ruben and other classmate
thanks for the wishes and ice-skating session
hahaa..
my god..
if i continue thanks to all people iknow..
i will die man..
hahaa..
so ...
in general, i would like to thanks all of you!
thanks for the effort of celebrating my birthday!
muack
i love you all!
hugz!
muack!

SHUT UP!

2009-09-30T00:25:00.003+08:00

house party
pool party
club party
all kind of party!
i cancelled everything because i wanna spend time with my family
in return, i lost all the opportunity of every plan
master plan, backup plan
all bullshit!
one fail! all fail!
damn!
i hate it!
i hate "A" to tell me so much!
yes!
i no gonna celebrate my 21st birthday like others!
so what!
what's wrong with you!
you try to make me cry?!?
stupid thing!
you're lucky becoz you talk with me in msn!
if not, i will chop you into pieces!
put your head in front my house
put flower in your legs as vase!
use your hand to goreng nasi!
use your eyeballs as golf ball
hate you hate you hate you!
you make me feel so bad while i think it's ok!
i dun like you!
i dislike you!
you gonna be in my reject's list!
you will be top of black friend!
i gonna make you beg me!
beg me for no mercy to end your life!
you make me feel lonely!
you make me feel i dun have anyone!
i tell you!
i have my family!
best friend, good friend, nice mate!
i got car, homeless dog,cat, even human!
i got laptop!
i got facebook!
i got my own key!
so shut up!

birthday coming soon

2009-09-29T22:44:00.002+08:00

hahaha
my 21st birthday is coming soon!
4 days to go
but saturday's plan has to cancel
due to my mum will get small operaton on her knee
she worry it will be hard to her to enjoy buffet..
so..
we will enjoy buffet next week!
so..
now i have to plan my lovely friday and saturday!
hmm....
but every year i expect my fater will plan something for me and my bro..
my father no longer here anymore!
if he still alive
if we still meet him every week
if he still can talk with us..
everything is different without him
i miss him
i will make a wish
wish that he is still alive!
talk loudly like old man
reject our suggection
bring us to steak house
get us present
haiz...
forget about it!
he's no longer here anymore!
at least, i still have my mum
my bro
my sister,
relatives!
and FRIEND!
hahaha...
so i must be happy with what i have!
at least my mum will give me three keys!
car key! room key! and gate key!
hahahaha...
of coz come with term and condition lo!
i will drive when i get approve!
i will clean my room everyday!
i will lock the gate b4 i leaving!
hahahhaa..
sounds simple!
but it's hard to do it o!
it's hard to get approval
it's hard to reach her requirement of room cleaning
hahaha

okla...
people who loved me,
i gonna sleep d!
tata
love ya!

listen to golden by mika

how should my bf should be?

2009-09-28T23:03:00.002+08:00

suddenly i missed life with someone
someone that always be with me (not physically, but virtually?)
i dun know...
i prefer guy that sms rather than he call me very often
i dun need him to date me always....
because i know i need time and space for my family, and it same with him
i love it when he knows what i need!
it's better if he has a good sesnse of humour...
hahaha...
i love guy that laugh alot! like happy baby
i hate EMO guys!
he can be emo but he must not make me feel down!
i scare later i gonna throw rope from 22th floor and hang myself there!
he can be bald!
i dun mind!
i really dun mind!
actually physical looks is not important but inner beauty!
ok la!
i should not ask so much!
because i dun have so many good point to sale!
hahaha..
ok la..
i gonna sleep d...
tomorrow got morning class and gonna fetch mum go KLSMC!
damn!
that place is so far away from my place!
good night!

listen to NO AVAILABLE!

going back to school!

2009-09-27T20:10:00.002+08:00

i'm going back to college!

my lovely UCTI!

I'm coming back!

damn! i miss my friends so much!

i miss alice, sherry, moein, alireza and others!

damn!

hahaha...

i hardly flashed back what i've done during the holiday!

hahaha...

i been so SO so SO busy! but i dun really know what i busy with!

but the last thing was went temple for 2 days!

for something like course!

hahaha...

i ate vegetarian food for 2 days!

holly shit!

it was so so so so terrible!

hahahah...

i guess i'm not born to be vegetarian..

haha.

i get few calls from jcphung, jeff, jessie....

hahaha..

all start with "j"

hahaha..

jc called me for the maxis broadband

jeff called me to ask my latest timetable...so he knows when i'm available fo hi-tea!

jessie called me because she need my huge hand to help her!

hahaha..

oh ya

this is my timetable

monday: 8.30-10.30, 13.45-15.45

tuesday: 8.30-10.30, 10.35-12.35

wednesday: 8.30-10.30, 10.35-12.35

thursday: 10.35-12.35, 13.45-15.35

hahaha..

so please refer the timetable b4 YOU date ME!!!

ahhaha..

ok...

i'm very tired !

gonna sleep early!

becoz tomorrow i have class at 8.30am!

night!

miss you all!

love ya!

listen to the city at war by cobrastarship

singing tuesday

2009-09-15T22:29:00.003+08:00

Today is singing Tuesday!
Hahaha....
Went to sing k today!
With my lovely CPK and Sherrine!

So i fetch pk at 11, reach sherrine’s place 11.30am.
Then we go 1u, go to neway, book a room at 1.oopm
We go Bar.b.q for lunch!
Hahaha... that is our place to have lunch! Because we can use student card!
After lunch, we back to neway, get our room!
Then we started singing!
Damn! Three of us sing til screaming!
Hahaha.... lucky today is weekday!
Hahah...of coz we took alot pic while singing!
Because pk is with us!
She using mine, and sherrine’s phone...
Snap snap snap!
Hahaha..
i wonder how many pictures she took in singing session!
Then we sing til 5pm..because i need to go back before 6pm!
Hahah..Sorry, gals! My mum is waiting me for dinner!
Then after dinner time, my mum and me discussing about she gonna stay in hospital to check her knee...
She gets injured before my father went to cloud heaven.
So, she might need to overnight at hospital on Thursday night!
Hope her knee is ok!
Ok la...
I have to go d...
Need to iron clothes!
Hehehe... i might not like ordinary girl but i still helped my mum !
Bye bye!
Listen to nice guy finish last – Cobra Starship

3rd, 4th and 5th day of holiday

2009-09-14T21:43:00.002+08:00

hey hey you you you...
finally kick my brother out of the computer
now i would like to share what i done in the weekend and of coz include today!
SATURDAY
wake up at 9am, take bath
spend time with my lovely car (MYVI)
clean it from inside til outside!
polished it til it bling
eat my mum homecook porridge
went central buy food, fruits, and other things..
ahahah.
of coz, as usual, we went to eat steamboat!
super nice, and cheap!
RM 50 for 4 person!
this is my saturday!

Sunday
we went to fitness first in the curve with beloved uncle gary and his family...
supposed we went to taman tasik perdana.
but the god is sad that day!
crying wholeday..
so we went to gym with gary!
after gym session, we went to dragon-i
my god! the food there is nice!
hahha..
then went back home and watching movie!

monday, or today?
went to pray my father
the seventh seven day!
then catch my mum go clinic!
the doctor said must go hospital for specialist!
damn i have to go ampang this thursday!
hopefull her knee will back to normal!
ok a.
that's all for today
i'm going to off now.. my brother gonna kill me!
chaoz!

It's 2nd day of sem break

2009-09-11T20:21:00.005+08:00

i done nothing! NOTHING!
wake up at 10am!
due to my mum dislike me to walk around the house while cleaning in progress..
she will chop me to pieces!
and i believe she will steam me up like how we steam the fish!

THEN

I watched "flight of living dead"
damn! this movie ruined my beautiful sweet morning!
totally SUCK! plus BORING

hahaha...
then i keep sms anyone i think they are free!
thomas, moein, alice, jeremy....
NONE OF THEM ARE AVAILABLE FOR ME!
this make me miss my in relationship life...
there'll be someone with you!
hahaha...
thomas are going to PJ,
Moein still sleeping because he came back from Genting at 12 noon...
ALice had gathering with her japanese friend....
for sure, Jeremy is impossible to go out with me...because he is 300+km away from me!

DAMN!

til 3 something, moein sms-ed me, and we went to midvalley...

take a shot before pick up him

take a shot while waiting MR.TOM aka moein

ahhaha.
for some buddy-time!
long time we never did this...
he is a guy full of joke man!
hahaha..
we went to sweet chat, had some desert...
i ordered peanut soup, he ordered soya bean jelly with kiwi

enjoying his soya bean jelly with kiwi

my peanut soup

we chat about religion, our future, part time job..... and alot!
hahaha...
then we had window shopping for 15 mins...
hahaa..
he and i dun like to window shopping..
so, we went to get my car!
Ooops, i can't find my car..
ahhaha.
we hang up at the carpark at least 10 mins..
then we just realized my car park at P1
gosh!
i'm so blur..
hahaha....
what to do? this is me!
followed by having instant korean noodle and a cup of 100plus
hahaha..
this is my instant friday's dinner...
we make it simple, cheap and nice!
k la...i gonna watching channel 311 now

listening to Falli' for you - colbiet cailat

bear and blogger

2009-09-10T23:11:00.008+08:00

After several friends adviced me to write my feeling into online diary, i created this blog!
hahaha...
so this is a vital moment to me and beloved online diary!
a day, a time which never should forget! (10/09/2009, 2313)
Actually i had a blog, but i hardly find time and thing to manage it...

BUT

after my father watching me from sky,
after my mum stop being "noisy",
after my sibling know what they should do, what they shouldn't do,
i get some spaces, some times to pamper myself...

HOWEVER,

bird like me cannot fly far away without worry her family, her responsibilities, and others....
so i do it in a economically,convenient, and also efficient!
hahaha...
my brain still full of Delivering customer value!

that's all fo today la... i'm gonna plan what i gonna do tomorrow d!
chaoz!

listening to i'll go crazy if i don't go crazy tonight-U2